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So, even though I am terrible writer and have a hard time expressing what I am thinking in clear, concise phrasing, I am going to do my best (for the purposes of those reading and for my own sake...)!!!

I don't know if it is just me, but sometimes I envision my life so much differently than it is going! Coming to Florida was a huge step for me because I wasn't sure it was the "right" decision and I didn't want to be passing up what was going to be the last semester with some of best girl friends!!! And, yet I came and have had some of the greatest memories of my entire life. But being here has also made me take a huge step back and look at what I am doing with my life and wonder where it is that I am really going!

(So much for this not being rambled thoughts... but I am just trying to write as I think and I guess that it all really only needs to makes sense to me, right?) I don't know... I just really want to make something of myself! I want to have fun being single and living a true single life where I finish school and get a real job and am finally living on my own and doing my own thing.

I don't know what I am saying. I know what I am thinking, but I don't know how to describe it. Maybe I will try again when it isn't 1 am. Until then... have a great night.